It's been decided. Our breastfeeding relationship is coming to an end. ​I so deeply wish it was on both of our terms, but it's mostly mine. I always imagined her weaning would be a mutual decision between the two of us, graceful and tear free. About halfway through my pregnancy I started to despise nursing my daughter all together. As someone who had loved everything about breastfeeding, this was really really weird to me, I didn't think it was normal. I would avoid nursin